Picking up the pieces

i was able to get away from isha's mommy-ish-ing from the crib and i was able to get some "alone-time" reading the newspaper while advertently convincing isha to watch her ever favorite hi-5. as i was brushing over the pages of the paper as i checked the lifestyle section...there he was the ad i wish i never saw...for the nth time. i feels like heaven is trying to tell me something. really bragging his picture on my face.

daymn! **tsk! tsk!**

well, after he left everything was such a mess. been dealing with this dilemma since then and it still sucks everytime is see a picture of him. dont get me wrong here but i know im better off without him. i have finally let go the feelings long time ago that's why its easier for me to casually talk about it. but of course you can NEVER take it away from me...bitterness as you may call it. well, the feeling that everytime you see something that would strongly remind me of him everything flashes back to me in a sec and still gives me jitters and all...pluh-easse not kilig! but basically that's all about it. nothing more...nothing less. well, of course an issue that was never resolved...no closure...he-just-left...you would expect me to be happy after that right? i was so much blessed of such a beautiful girl and apparently he doesnt care...he didnt care. and its just enough to just end it just like that.

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

xoxo:

it was perfectly said. period. im happy with ma man!