Breakdown

It feels really bad that i have to wait until i just couldnt take it any longer. I think i just needed to let it out and to vent it out. maybe i was wrong to tell him things that he didnt need to hear. but i just need to let it out of me...or else. i hope he now understands the feeling...i hope. ive been thru this already and i never liked the ending. the "ex" is a good man...ma-prinsipyo and all...but i just could take it ANY longer. i have a lot of witness to our "almost" 3 year relationship...it was on and off. it just felt bad on how he treats me lalo na when he's mad. i cannot say anything other than that since then we become really good friends...something i never imagined as well. its just that when im really in love kahit it hurts me a lot i tend to small things slip away. always thinking na i should not let this affect us but on the end when i just could take it much longer....i always break down. and its bad...i just feels really bad.

much longer...