To you

i wasnt able to blog about this the other day. i recvd a text message from an unknown number. there was actually 3 messages and while i was reading it i knew that it was a friend who just recently left to work in another country. i felt sad and happy for her at the same time. i know she had been wanting to go there and work. i was able to read her blog awhile ago and i read how excited she was for the trip and all the preparations. but as i was reading the blog i remember the text that she just sent. reading between the lines i know she's now really really sad there. i know we were not able to see each other before she left and as i remember the last time i saw her was back at Isha's baptism pa or later after that. its just so sad na i wasnt able to explain my side to her. alam ko what she feels about me and nikoy. or at least that is what im thinking since she detached herself from our group after that. sayang. basta! i know exactly what happened and i know wala akong nasagasaan when it happened. well, as far as i know. im sorry kung meron...