Somewhere in between

i got this my yahoo email. its an old mail from a friend.just wanna blog about it...

somewhere in b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and th e friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's", the "I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b e t w ee n all of the changing,growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes..... And the studying for tests.......And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what high school...and probably college, is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart ............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's oka y to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crap......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have . I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the worldAND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there. And even if were not on g ood terms or we have lost touch... I still care for you..

++i terribly miss you all my friends...to my gazebo friends: Kurt, RG, Wacky, Nino, Paulo, Joseph, RJ, Geloy, Chase and to the others im gonna see you on the 15th...like what i always tell you this only happens once a year so BE THERE!

to Shyn: im gonna see you at Angelia's bday. hope Mari, Bing, Rain, Joy and others can come so we can catch up on things. i know Jonah's gonna be there.

it's the weekend baby and im outta herre!