On being alone

Ive been reading a lot lately...well over the net just to kill some time at work. its just that there are times na you get really really sleepy in like the wee hours of the shift. so i read. i was browsing cnn.com . read this story about a guy named, Michael Devlin, 42, who was sentenced 74 life sentences in solitary confinement...what!$#^ are you nuts!?! 74? the judge must be crazy. and what sucks more is his daily routines...because of his solitary confinement he eats alone. he gets one hour recreation "by himself" about 3 times a week. he can have hi shower every third day!...daymn!~! and only receives visitors under supervision and must meet them through glass...to add up to that he can only have one magazine and one newspaper. no paperback books...no radio, tv and computer. well, that is becaused of abduction two minor kids...just not sure what happened to the kids thou.

just as we thought we're unlucky...just as we thought we're kawawa...or we're alone. damn, that guy has the rights to call himself Lonely. and i feel so lucky...thank God!

more to that i was chatting with a friend who's in another country. she was sobbing about his current state there...i feel so bad. ive known her for quite a long time and ive known her as somebody who is strong and firm on her decisions. im proud of her for being able to pull that up. i know its something that i cant do. lalo na't i have Isha. but like i told her she's not happy at all i think she needs to think about it. i think its not gonna be all worth it. hanggang kailan mo kakayanin? right? lei, you can always come home and we'll all be here waiting for you. love yah!