some thoughts...

ive made a vow to at least update this blog more often(ek..how i wish di nga makapost ung gamit kong symantec sa office...hassel!)im fond again reading people's blog. well, exemption ung kay chuvaness, bryanboy and bryan gorrel. i used to religiously check friends' blogs and my friends' friends but some stopped blogging for some reason and some are just too busy to update. i remember back in college blogging in our group was the "in" thing. as in all my barkada and almost everyone i know from school blogs. so ako naman gaya-gaya. became addicted to it since then and i realized it's so much fun and since its your blog you can say whatever you want. care ko sino man nagbabasa. i tried to check friends' blogs and most of them started blogging again. ang galing! i read chuvaness for fasyon...bryanboy for fagness and gorrel's for chismax. heheh! im currectly reading...again bianca's blog(she went blog leave for a year so i stopped reading na) i like her blog kasi its so kikay at the same time i like it how she explains her thoughts on simple things. she calls herself nerdy but i think she's very smart. she's actually Mari's friend from Zobel and that's how i came across her blog. sa dami ng quotes nya sa blog i like this...

Philippians 4:13: “i can do everything through Him who gives me strength!”

like her im a frustrated traveller. i wish i had the money to go traveland see the world. the world has so much to offer but few only appreciates. i always wanted to go to Paris, Spain, Greece and Hawaii. hay! sana. next year im saving up for Singapore and Bangkok. others wanted to travel for leisure pero ako, i wanted to study and learn more about the culture and their history. eeky as it sounds pero i remember my art history claass back in college. i thought it was boring but man, seeing all the artifacts and historical sites i learned how to appreciate and become very fond of it.

like her i always wanted to study or leave abroad. before graduating i was actually planning studying in NYU i had their application forms and stuff ready. they sent me school magazines and stuffs. my parents agreed to it already and my mom was willing to fund the trip and all. i remember talking to Jay about it and he was also planning to take the same course. we even had a plan that we'll stay in one place...as if pwede! and work part time job in Mcdo or Starbucks. dream on! and yep, after graduation...well...after ABS i was already pregnant. poof!~! the dream of studying in NYU and taking up film cinematography instantly vanished! i dont regret it. well siguro i do...its one of my what-might-have-beens...pero i dont regret anything that happened...as in having Isha and all. i still dream of living abroad probably working...sana studying. maybe not in NYU but in another university. maybe not film cinematography but another course. hayay! sana...sana talaga.