long delayed posts...

ahhh..here i go again. havent updated this lately. arg!cant access this at work that much since have stuffs to do. corny. Jonah left already last sunday and i decided not to make hatid kasi i remember what happened the last time we did that when Chie left few years back. nakakahiya talaga na we were all crying there sa airport and at the same time makes you more sad lalo na when you see them leave. see, my mom left when i was a kid so it has become a phobia-sort pag naghahatid ako sa airport so id rather not do that now. becoming very emotional lately...sobra. well, like what i wrote sa open letter ko kay Jonah she became more than a friend to me...more of a sister na. last saturday we had despedida party at Bing's place. BTW, i likey Bing's place...homey and you dont even think you're in Makati parang Q.C. lang. going back...we had fun last saturday. outnumbered kwentos back from our college days. its nice to reminsce with friends...sobra. as the day ends that's when we realize that Jonah's leaving kaya super naging emotional pa lalo. i couldnt help it sobra. i just realized that after 17 years of friendship ngayon as in ngayon lang kami mahihiwalay. if only i can do anything to make her stay. only now that Nikki realized how important Jonah played in my life kaya i appreciate talaga na kahit super antok na cya eh he stayed there with me. i embraced Jonah and the only thing i said was "hindi ko alam if i can make it without you" just thinking about that makes me cry now. my friends have been and will always be my source of strength. alam nila un for a fact na i treasure my friends so much. i really put extra effort to let them know that and to meet them once in awhile to catch up on things. it feels bad na nga that she's leaving and what makes it worse pa is that i know its gonna be super hard for her to be there without Sophie. another is that pag she's feeling really low kanino sya tatakbo? unlike here pag may problema sya friends are only a text away. kaya nga we make sure we have our coffee sessions at least it eases out the stress man lang.
im gonna miss you dear...im always gonna be here for you. i love you.
btw, pictures on the way. haay...need to find time to upload that. promise soon...