New Year...

2009.
i need something new. i dunno what exactly that means.
i usually feel low during the holidays. i know its totally the opposite of what i should feel. maybe because i tend to have a self-retreat during this season. think things over...things that ive done for the closing year...things i wanted to achieve for the coming year...things that we, my family used to do during this season. i super envy those who have their reunions during holidays. things are not the way it used to be...i suppose. its just sad.
i dont do new year's resolutions since i tend be more disappointed with myself if i break one. kaya wag na lang. :)
rants and raves na lang siguro...
for 2009 i want to be able to achieve something that i wanted to be proud of myself of. im still thinking about "it" heheh! more time for Isha...more time for myself. i want to travel more. im really saving for that. sana bangkok or macau with Nikki. crossing my fingers for that. sabi ko nga im gonna save a bora trip for macau. or save a bora trip for discovery shores accommodation. why not!?!
less shopping and more saving. wish i can do that but im gonna try.

i recvd this email from a friend regarding his rants about the QA IJP from work. its just so disappointing that he was not chosen. like what he said he needs to re-evaluate his loyalty to the company. im on his side. there are times that you feel work's becoming a routine. i hate routines as much as i hate change. weird eh?! i never liked it. there are times that you work so hard only to find out that its just not enough. makes you think work just sucks! makes you wanna quit...ASAP! of course im not gonna advice you, geli to quit. noh? its their loss. ha!?! anung gusto mong gawin naten? hahah!