Stress Management

Going thru a lot of shit lately...again. There are times that i feel im becoming numb about it. i dunno. how i wish actually practice stuffs i learned from my stress management training...ha! as if! im cool but not frigid. i swear! i dont want to thru all the details. its not just one aspect in my life. there are times that i feel that everything is just wrong. contentment aside...i am contented with my life right now. i think its basically normal that when something comes up that is not in your plans or not in what you've expected, you feel bad one way or another. right? i tend to think about it too much. i cant sleep at all and i needed my melatonin to keep me sane and asleep. it scares the hell out of me. sana june na. mabawasan na problema ko. is there such a thing as life overhaul? hhhaha! pwede ba un? there are times that i feel i needed to settle down and get married. but reality bites me what happens after happily ever after if we dont have that much saved money. i dont even know if i can afford sending Isha to school and run the house on our own. with all that expenses...hay! there are times that i feel i wanted to run away. pero for what? it cant definitely solve anything. im keeping my faith.