I know i look like a crap this past few days and for the past 2 weeks...i feel bad about it. I just dont know where this would take me or when this would end.
For now i just wanted to take my time and my mind off it. i wanted to go out as much as i could. for the sole reason that i wanted not to think about it too much. Yesterday i went out with Mari. we wanted to catch the latest Transformers 2 but decided to have lunch nalang with Bing. napaka impulsive ko lately and lunch at Outback to margaritas at Chili's GB5 with Kris. Thank you. may side trip pa sa Rustan's and sa SM to get some stuffs. heheh! im suppose to go out with Al and Aj but i didnt know the plan. around 6 nagtext nalang si Al that they'll meet me at GB to watch a movie and that they're on their way to GB from MOA. nakabili na si Al ng tickets for 11:50 pm show. what?! shala. we're there na. had dinner and couple of margaritas again in Masas GB2. i like the movie. natapos nga lang around 230 am. got home around 3. then i realized i was awwake for 34 hours. hell yeah!
i accidentally erased...well not actually erased my phone had a firmware upgrade. my dad's laptop is fucked up. uber sensitive pad. shit. kaya yon...i didnt know what happened next. basta nakita ko nalang its firmware upgrade. shit!!! i lost all my phone contacts and all my phone messages and all folders. i started crying. funny eh? but i really did. i feel so bad. im so fucked up this past few weeks. i lost the love of my life last week and now i lost all files in my phone and i think im gonna loose my mind already. geez, what else could go wrong. maybe its a sign. i dunno.
thanks guys...thanks so much! im getting better. will be better. hope to see you guys soon. please keep on praying for me. i love you all.
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