eto na naman ako sa mga what might have beens ko. pero what if this weekend never happened. what might have been...its devastating. i dunno. i wish i didnt said it and i wish it never happened. i havent slept yet in 2 days...i have to take my melatonin to keep me calm and sane. i havent eaten a good meal since then...i dont know that you can really loose 2 lbs in 2 days. its bad. i just hope it doesnt get worse. Isha is worried that mom is always crying. i know im not suppose to cry in front of her but she's way too smart not to notice. i know im not suppose to blog about this. this is so not me. but i just didnt know what else to do. i love him. this is the first time in my life that i can actually see myself growing old with someone. im praying so hard that he finds it in his heart to give this girl another chance...
im keeping my faith.
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