It's about time...

"I hope you're happy for completely destroying me...ill get over you."

I dont even know that was able to text him that. Maybe i know that this was coming. Maybe I was just in complete denial. Maybe one way or another i felt that this was gonna happen. But I just didnt expect it was this soon. Sooner than I expected. Like i told my friend the other day, feel that i needed to move on. Maybe God was trying to tell me something...or maybe He let me feel what was about to happen. It's about time...

Tita Tessie, Im sorry...i didnt mean to lie to you. Ive kept my promise. I always did. That's how the way life goes. I'll miss you and tito.

Bakit ganun? I should know how this feels diba? Ive been in this shit a couple of times. Not even. I think a thousand times already. The feeling is the same. You're hurt. but the difference now is that im more hurted. bakit mas masakit? bakit mas mahirap? Sabi nya he didnt want to hurt me more. With what you did im terribly devastated. But ill be better. Sabi mo nahihirapan ka na? Subukan mo kayang magmahal ng katulad mo ng malaman mo kung anung mahirap. (parang alam ko kung san galing un...) But i never let go because i believe in you...because i believed in us so much. Never ako bumitaw. Bakit ngayon ikaw ang naggive up. Dear, im not in the loosing end. Ikaw. Bitter ako? yes...for now. But i know ill be over it...over you.

Someday.