im blogging from my phone and im on my way to GB5.thanks kate t. Ur the best. I so love u. Btw, im still in love with your printed stockings. Hay, first love. I have to buy Kai, Isha's classmate some gift for her birthday tomorrow. traffic's good. i likey...i just hate the rain thou.
I duno if im really better now. With that Mimi's song I stay in love playing in the background. Ah. hate it or love it. Ewan. I dunno if i just told him that i am just to make him feel good about it. Siguro, everything's getting better but the feeling is still the same. Im hurting more. I dunno. Having anxiety attacks every now and then. And i hate it. You dont know when its back. It good that he's better. Well, i dunno too if he just posted that just to make me feel good or what. I am so fucked up. biglang nawalan ng direksyon buhay ko. it literally stopped. i should know this feeling better that anyone else. ive been in this shit too many times. ewan ko. ive lifted everything to Him. everything. i know i should be doing something about it. but now i just wanted to dwell on this feeling. i know that's bad. gusto ko lang for now. basta magulo. sobrang magulo. kasi mahal ko pa rin sya.
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