Finally.

Mari, you are my inspiration...tama ka when you said you can't move on, not until you can still see his everyday updates in fb. You are damn, right dear! I know its just fb but still...

And so I did.

Congratulations to me...I didn't want to sound childish but i feel that it's the right thing to do for now. Like what I've been trying to tell my friends...i honestly think that we can be friends. I want to be friends with him after everything that happened. But until such time that im truly ready for that i have to delete him. I messaged him before i did. I just didn't want any misunderstanding for that action. It's solely for myself and not for anyone else. I wanna be normal. How can I give love, value and take care someone else if I don't love, value and take care of myself first. Im better because of him and im more better now and its still because of him. Thank you. I didn't want to jump into another relationship just to make me feel better. I didn't want to get into another relationship to say that im over him. And because I didn't wanna be unfair. "But seriously, I feel so much better now :) I know im the better one." thanks to Jiggy Cruz for that line.

Baby steps, dear.
Baby steps.