The art of letting go...

"If I strive to become better than I am, everything around me will improve.." Paulo Coelho's tweet last Nov 10th...

Like what I always blog...I never liked goodbyes. Well, who likes it anyway. Friends admire me on how I keep or handle such situations with poise. Ehemm...not all the time, dear. I cry, I curse, I get mad, I rant, I get even and worse of all...Im torn like everybody else. Wait, lemme re-phrase that karma WILL get EVEN, kaya be very afraid. :) I was a self-destruct machine for a couple of months. It's a phase. It'll pass...as I always say. Because based on experience, the more I try to act okay when I know Im not...I always fail. Mas malaki pa ung damage. Im better...one step at a time as I said.

Letting go of someone you've loved so much is hard but I think what is harder is to get yourself back. As I read the other day from a friend's email..."Every woman should learn how to love without loosing herself" ehem... Siguro for the boys naman. They should learn how to love someone with respect and with all their honesty. PERIOD! para everyone can live in harmony, diba? leche. haha!Letting go of someone is an art...some take it lightly, others dont but on the lighter side of the story...I am BETTER(double meaning), I am Wiser, I am SMARTer(db again!) and I am Stronger than anything else. Sinabi ko na rin ito dati eh...but seriously, after all the shits that Ive gone thru I think no one can ever pull this off with such poise as I did.

Last words...Sabi ng TL ko Karmi Martin! Karmi will get you! that I know... :)

xx's: Aj, I read your blog na. thanks for understanding. you know where I am in this situation. You know that Im always here for you whatever what happens. I love you dearly. I terribly miss you and I will see you on sat...Please Pepper Lunch tayo!!!