Realizations...

Went out with friends yesterday and watched New Moon. Met Carlo yesterday before the movie. Carlo was with his friend Paolo. There were a lot of realizations lately...

...I just realized what Carlo said yesterday...that there are times that you wake up lonely. Not because you miss that someone but you're just lonely.
...that until now im not yet done deleting his pictures from my multiply account. im currently working on it.
...i realized that i havent updated my multiply blog. well i have my blogger kasi. but i know i cant blog this there because one way or another he's gonna read this. i didnt want him to.
...but then i realized that i didnt care about him anymore. Na nasusuka na ako just seeing a picture of him. i dunno why.
...i realized that at times like these your friends will always be there for you.
...i realized that there will be this one guy friend who will never hurt you, will never make you cry, will never leave you and will always love you. He's gonna be your text mate pag walang nagtetext sayo. He will be my date pag walang nagaaya sayo ng date. He'll give you roses pag walang nagbibigay sayo ng roses. Someone who's gonna check on you from time to time if buhay ka pa. haha! In my case, that's my bestfriend Carlo. Thanks!
...si Lei more on gawa issue kay Carlo. Sorry. We're just friends and it will forever stay like that.
...I realized that im enjoying a lot of things now. more time for myself, more time for Isha, more time for work, more time for friends and more time for my family.

i know im not making any sense. ewan.