For the first time...

andaming firsts for the last few months of 2009 and for 2010.
First time na i got this close to someone and so comfortable with someone from work. First time na nakapagopen up ako to someone of things na i dont usually tell even to my closest friends. First time na i got to know someone na we're so sync and so compatible to think we're opposite on some or a lot of stuff. First time na i got to know someone so well even before falling in love with him. First time na super overwhelming ng feelings it kills you to the spine. First time na everything is just starting at may test na agad kami. Oh, i forgot...first time i fell in love with someone from work. First time to miss someone this much it kills you even you see each other every single day.
Everything is topsy-turvy...crazy...weird but in so much bliss. Every time im with him i feel time stops and nothing else really matter. Na his simple smile can weirdly take all my fears and stress away. He's someone i look forward to seeing each day. When you wake up at kahit ganu kapuyat, everyone at work will tell you na blooming and radiant ka. That's weird. Makes me wanna cry that i cant even hold him, hug him, kiss him as much I want to. Weird that I always get that butterflies in my tummy each time im gonna see him. Na when he looks at you its like seeing his soul. Na i wanna make it right this time. Ngayon lang ako naging sigurado sa buong buhay ko. I so want it to be him.

Dear God, keep us strong. I know we'll get thru this...together. Im not gonna ask you to take away all the problems. I just asking you to keep us together to face everything. Enough courage to get thru all these. I know malagpasan lang namen to we can literally go thru anything. God, You know it by heart how much I love this man. Make this man stay by my side.