loving spain

on my previous post i mentioned that i wanted to travel and one of the places i love to see is spain. Spain is the country with second most UNESCO World Heritage Sites in the world. ang galing! i want to visit Barcelona, Madrid and Zaragoza. ive heard so much about the places and their rich historic and artistic heritage.

Sagrada Familia Basilica..just looking at the picture it gives me jitters and all...

Casa Batllo...i love their architectural structures...astig!

as tagged on the site: " Visiting Spain is not only about sun, great cuisine, and a warm welcome, but also its rich monumental heritage and dazzling natural environment. There is a perfect destination for everyone." perfect for me. sana talaga. yayaman din ako at pupunta ako dito..hehe! dream big!

try to visit: http://www.spain.info/

some thoughts...

ive made a vow to at least update this blog more often(ek..how i wish di nga makapost ung gamit kong symantec sa office...hassel!)im fond again reading people's blog. well, exemption ung kay chuvaness, bryanboy and bryan gorrel. i used to religiously check friends' blogs and my friends' friends but some stopped blogging for some reason and some are just too busy to update. i remember back in college blogging in our group was the "in" thing. as in all my barkada and almost everyone i know from school blogs. so ako naman gaya-gaya. became addicted to it since then and i realized it's so much fun and since its your blog you can say whatever you want. care ko sino man nagbabasa. i tried to check friends' blogs and most of them started blogging again. ang galing! i read chuvaness for fasyon...bryanboy for fagness and gorrel's for chismax. heheh! im currectly reading...again bianca's blog(she went blog leave for a year so i stopped reading na) i like her blog kasi its so kikay at the same time i like it how she explains her thoughts on simple things. she calls herself nerdy but i think she's very smart. she's actually Mari's friend from Zobel and that's how i came across her blog. sa dami ng quotes nya sa blog i like this...

Philippians 4:13: “i can do everything through Him who gives me strength!”

like her im a frustrated traveller. i wish i had the money to go traveland see the world. the world has so much to offer but few only appreciates. i always wanted to go to Paris, Spain, Greece and Hawaii. hay! sana. next year im saving up for Singapore and Bangkok. others wanted to travel for leisure pero ako, i wanted to study and learn more about the culture and their history. eeky as it sounds pero i remember my art history claass back in college. i thought it was boring but man, seeing all the artifacts and historical sites i learned how to appreciate and become very fond of it.

like her i always wanted to study or leave abroad. before graduating i was actually planning studying in NYU i had their application forms and stuff ready. they sent me school magazines and stuffs. my parents agreed to it already and my mom was willing to fund the trip and all. i remember talking to Jay about it and he was also planning to take the same course. we even had a plan that we'll stay in one place...as if pwede! and work part time job in Mcdo or Starbucks. dream on! and yep, after graduation...well...after ABS i was already pregnant. poof!~! the dream of studying in NYU and taking up film cinematography instantly vanished! i dont regret it. well siguro i do...its one of my what-might-have-beens...pero i dont regret anything that happened...as in having Isha and all. i still dream of living abroad probably working...sana studying. maybe not in NYU but in another university. maybe not film cinematography but another course. hayay! sana...sana talaga.

Its mah party and ill cry if i want to...

lalalal~! i didnt actually cry on bday party. its no even a party. its just a dinner with friends on your birthday. wala lang i just like that as a title of my post. as usual everyone's late. kahit ako late. tenchu! thanks to Al nga pala for the place and for the wine. you owe me one, dude. i love you! hehehe!~

Thank you to Kurt and Dien for coming and for the gift. i love it! Thanks to Jonah...birthday mo na kapatid. this dinner is for us, mate! Thanks to Lance and Mari, Shyn and Gelo + Angelia. And thank you to Bing...went straight from airport to our dinner just for me. i feel so special! hindi pala from airport to condo para magbaba ng gamit! heheh!thanks my dear!

posting some pics from the dinner date...

Thank you to...everyone who greeted me sa office. salamas. to Vee, Kuya Jun, my cousin Eiba, to mommy Joy, Aiks, IZ, Nino, Riza, Riz, Dandy, Theza, Suzie, Mayang, Liwie..asus andami..thank you sooo much for all the greetings.

Blowing Candles

It's my birthday and my working! fuck talaga...but its okay because im gonna be on leave tomorrow's shift then no work on monday...eyelovette! such a lucky bitch! meeting friends tonight at Seventy 7 Cafe in Q.C. hope to see you guys there!
25.
another year added. geez, im getting old.
i had a blast last year. nothing very significant but i learned a lot.
there are times that i feel different. times that i feel alone. times that i feel that i wanted to do something else and be somewhere else. i still think of my what-might-have-beens and my what-could-have-beens.
feeling all these dosent mean im not contented. i am. i know that God has always been good to me and i thank him.
happy birthday to my dad too. we share same day as our birthday. weird eh? i love you so much. i will always be daddy's little girl.
i didnt notice that its almost 5.30am. need to log out. later.

Sober...ulk!

i miss my drinking days. i terribly miss my fucking drinking buddies and our misadventures and funny stories and revelations. hahaha! there you go the memories are back..tenchu!i remember in college when we used to go to Shyn's place for our usual sleepovers, we'd get few bottles from your friendly 7-eleven around the corner and we got boozed.

my el lasingeras Shyn and Lei

i remember this one time i slept over Shyn's place. she had this 1 liter commemorative bottle of Jose Cuervo.shoot it up! imagine 3 lang kami uminom hooo! it took me 15 minutes to be back for every pee break. i miss Puerto. my last one was the best. beer during dinner then ginpom after. tequila for midnight snacks. hahaha! it was unforgettable..

this is moi with my Jonah and Shyn boozed in Puerto.

i just got home from work. actually from our breakfast / inuman session. well, Arnold bday was last may 13...mine's next week na...and Geli has utang na breakfast for us as well. we just all decided to treat the team out for breakfast and its not gonna be kumpleto without the beer.

with my Juday...ahahha!iba ka talaga pang MASA ka!

its Juday(AJ), my zha-zha lahore, el faborito Ardee and AbbieChu

Lunch date and a kid's party

Belated Mother's day to my mom and my mommy friends...Jonah, Bing, Shynie, Mayang, Riz and to Joy who just gave birth on 05/12/08 at 10:58 pm, 7.10lbs and 51cm...baby boy RalpH Jacob. andaming babies na! mari ikaw na lang natitira!hehehe! no pressure un ah! i love you.
Had lunch with fam last sunday at Texas Roadhouse at High Street. we just love this resto...the kids do! when we go there there were free glitter tatoo for the kids...yep...Isha and Fiona couldnt resist it.

Welcome!

Fiona's flowery glitter tatoo...

Isha got flower also...like ate...cranky baby.

Mom and Tita Jett

Ate Marline with Isha. Isha is trying to work her pout. hahah!

After lunch went to my kid's fave spot in High Street, Club Princess. arte! then to Krispy Kreme then to Starbucks where my Dad and the rest of the boys were havin' coffee. After High Street we headed home just to change and went straight to Mark Raymond and Marc Rayven birthday party. Raymond's 7 and Rayven's 1...created slide instead for pictures...

To my dearest mom...

My mom left me when i was 3 to work abroad. became dad's girl and independent from my mom ever since...compared to most of us. something my mom and i really regret up to this date. something that i dont wanna happen to my kid as well. when i was in hs i usually get excited everytime my mom comes home. then the excitement turned more dense and denser as year passes by. i didnt understand at that time why she had to leave. i remember back in college that she tried to stayed here for like 2 years and because of our constant fights i realized that i dint know my mother as much as i thought i did. when i had Isha i realized a lot of things and now i know how mother's love work and how they see things in a different light. now i know why she had to leave me when i was little. something i would do for my Isha as well. now i know the feeling of a mother loosing her baby as she grows...the feeling that you wanted to keep her to yourself. i know it sounds selfish but its more on i dont want Isha to experience what mommy had to go thru. but i know that cant happen. i know i had to let her grow on her own and just be her guide. its hard to be a mother but at the same time it feels good. the hard work, patience, all the sacrifices...its surreal. unconditional love.

thanks Ma! i love you so much!

Major Headache!

ah..i just got home from work and have this major headache. i just had my breakfast kariman and orange juice courtesy of Ministop...thank you! heheh! and i think im gonna blow anytime arg!feeling really sick na. the Bryanboy blog thingy is becoming an addiction. i just so love him. i just couldnt stop reading his blog and mind you if addiction is not enough i even back tracked his old posts back in 2005. eh? she's my ultimate bloggarista.heheh! promise i so want to meet him. she's so chica no?

photo courtesy of bryanboy.com
my Nikki and I have a date this saturday. Iron man or Speed Racer? hmm? still deciding. i think id rather watch Speed Racer. ive heard some bad reviews(not so!) about Iron Man being boring. bahala na. more ByranBoy later. hehe! latey!
something to cheer me up! good morning sunshine!

btw, while browing BB's site i got this cool site...ek?

thank God its friday!

Asus! havent updated this in weeks. arg! no access internet access at work for almost 2 weeks already and it sucks...big time! they can get rid and change all our fuckin' access but we have a good source of all grace...haha! JESUS! Amen! thanks pala! i need to religiously keep this updated. sana. pano, when im home and try to go online, the little girl Isha is uberly curious about the computer and loves to press the sleep button which has the picture of a moon on it. ayayyay! "mommy, oh moon!" that the sole reason why i got her a kiddie laptop that she could play around but still loves mommy's. nako po! wala lang...work's becoming a routine na naman and that sucks too. good thing my good 'ol Geli is back in b2b and seats near moi uli. which makes work fun...again! its may 3...so,
Ni,,,HAPPY 3! i love you and ill see you later!
got news from Mayang who's gonna be back daw for summer break from Hawaii. cant wait to see her na. on the other hand i wish Tracy would finally come home to visit us.dude, you need to come home! i terribly miss you! havent met Mr. Williams and you have to meet my Isha and my Nikki den. work sucks like i said and i just terribly miss my friends. dibale gonna meet them for my bday dinner on the 23rd and i just cant wait to see them. i know its friday i just wish they can be able to squeeze it in their scheds.
wanted to go to the beach uli. kahit hindi na bora. Nikki wanted to go to Bantayan or Iloilo in june but i dont know if i can financially manage that. september na lang sana for 3 diba? aww i miss the beach. cant wait for hongkong thou...heheh! nausog ng
at last! its 5:01am already and few minutes to go and we're off for the weekend..i so love it! later...

long delayed posts...

its been awhile since i last blogged. nuthin much actually. its just that we didnt have any access at the moment and it sucks like hell! fuck IT! sa kanila na access nila. i just read Lei's blog awhile ago...its good to hear that she was able to manage to rent her own place na. Good Luck Lei! i missed you so much! i hope to see you really really soon mah dear. on the other hand i read den mayang's blog in multiply about this freak guy na uber ng kulit. he's literally the stalker type. o geez...hope she's gonna be fine. mayang dear, i think you need to come home to PI we terribly miss you.
last night had dinner with friends at Al's resto Seventy 7 Cafe along Kamuning Road. food's good had only a glass of cosmo but its good. once in awhile its good to go out and unwind urself. its Geli's bday and i invited him out for dinner at my friend's resto. they liked the food. well, Al has done it again. i love him! hell yeah~!

posting some pics... here's my gurl AJ with our cosmos

this is Jong, AJ, the burp day boy(este gurl) Geli and moi

with my Nikkiboy