Cramps and Sniffs...

Im so sick today. Been getting cramps and when i woke up this afternoon have colds already and it took me about 30 minutes before i was able to manage to get out of bed. argg! colds, my back ache and cramps...shooos..Not a good sign. Period.

Dragging myself to work today. Ive been thinking about taking a day off tomorrow if the pain wont go away. I bet it wont since its just starting. Damn it! well, I was chatting my my good ol' friend,Mayang, who is now in Hawaii. i consider her my soulmate when it comes to mommy matters...we're the same POV este...MPOV(mommy point of view). we've been ranting so much about a lot of things...the life we used to have...how simple life used to be. problema mo lang dati boys, friends, homework and baon.;) now, things are way different and there are times you need to stop and breathe.

She told me that they decided to leave Lana to her dad for meantime. I feel so sad to hear that...i know how hard that could be for a mother. i mean, i know my dad has always been there for me but having your mom as you grow up is different. now we have to suffer its consequences...i feel apart and i feel my mom's becoming too clingy and too strict. aww...i think i need a break...my back hurts...sniff..sniff.

Told her that ive been think a lot lately about the work offered by my tito. its a research group based in New York but they have a training group here in Manila. My kinakapatid already finished the training i think is already in New York...all expense paid...i think. not bad right? but like what i told my friend i cant take leaving Isha alone. I mean if im going to work abroad id rather take her along with nikki...if that would be possible. ewan. leave that for now...

Mayang, i know how hard you are going thru at the moment. my prayers are always with you. i so remember this pic from Joy's wedding. i so missed you and i love you so much! tama ka mommies na nga tayo...it feels so different pero worth it...u know what i mean.

***add ons:

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

**thinking twice about that...heheh!okay okay..i guess i agree to that!