Thursday, June 18, 2009

An open letter to You...

Ive probably asked You so many favors. Ive probably prayed a thousand times for Your guidance. Ive probably asked You a million impossible things. I may not be the most holy-est person but my faith in You is just unbelievable. i know that You know. I may not be the perfect friend. Not the perfect daughter to my mother nor the perfect mother to my daughter. Not even the perfect girlfriend. And yes, im asking you this because i know what we have is something that i should fight for and not to just let it go. Ive had so many regrets in my life. Ive done a lot of stupid things in my life. And this is probably the biggest regret in my life if i let him slip away. I remember how i used to pray...I prayed that you give me a man who will stand beside me to get thru everything. People would probably pray that You take away their burdens...I used to pray for that. But I learned that instead of taking it away, I prayed that You give me enough courage to face all my burdens. It was an answered prayer and i know you've blessed me in so many ways possible. He is my answered prayer. I only pray one thing, dear God. I just pray for him to stay beside me. Id rather live miserably with him than live miserably without him.

I love him, dear God...

I strongly believe that everything in You and with you is Possible. Im keeping my faith.

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