Sunday, December 27, 2009

Over a cup of coffee...

Siguro pass muna ako sa parties and inumans. This one of those times that I just need someone to talk to. Na you need someone mature enough to understand. Someone who has the same dilemma. Same wavelength. Im not making any sense na. I just woke up. Sorry.

I had an inspiring(naks!) talk with you last night. It was fun. Got to know you more and I honestly learned a lot of things from you. I am going thru a lot lately. Marunong lang den ako magdala katulad mo. The talk was really helpful. Seems like everyone else is just too busy from all the reunions, post-xmas rush-es, hangovers and boyfriends. Puro ganon rason nila sakin eh. hehe! I know you've been thru a lot...unbelievable! (with exclamation point yan! nakakaloka!) Kaya the first time we had this type of talk about life I felt that certain connection. I felt that kaya ka nagopen up before sa akin kasi parehas tayo ng story...well, not completely...almost. Na we can relate to each other's stories. You carry it with such poise and like nothing is wrong. Na you laugh lang when we talk about it but I can see it in your eyes na there's more to that. Na there are times na I feel you're sad and namomoblema. Na you tend to be serious about a lot things. Like I said, loosen up. Have fun. Ikaw na den nagsabi "What can we do. That's what life has to offer us as a challenge..." Kaya I always tell you optimism works a lot for me...it will for you too. Be positive. :) New mantra: Bring it on!
I will always be here for you. Just let me know if you need anything and I mean anything!(with exclamation point uli..) Wag ka na mahiya. hehe! If you also need someone to talk to I can be that someone for you. Thank you...seriously. I am decided now. I just wanna be happy. You too deserve to be happy.

All these over a cup of coffee plus the pre-coffee dinner. Wonders of the coffee...labo~! Now I know im not making any sense basta masama lang ung word na coffee kasi un ung title. Lemme share this to you...Hope it helps. You know who you are...


Happy
by Leona Lewis

someone once told me

that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

holding on tightly
just cant let it go
just tryna play my role
slowly disappear, oooh
well all these tears
they feel like they're the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy
oooh

so any turns that i cant see
ill count a stranger on this road
but don’t say victim
dont say anythng

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy


...did this using picnik.com...nice noh?!



Pahabols: 27 today!!!! Jay's back in town. Welcome back, Meng! Sabi mo ha you'll visit soon. Looking forward to that at sa pasalubong mo sa inaanak mo. hehe! Happy Birthday!
BTW, It's also Mich's bday today. see my friend's pic.
Mich, I know you are in a better place now. You're right beside Him now. Malakas ka na sa kanya. Please pray for me. I love you so much my friend. I will never forget you. Like i always tell you pag magpaparamdam ka sa dream ko gusto ko ung gwapo Mich pa ren ha?! I terribly miss you...

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